So ...blogger went down and my last post went with it? Very strange.
Anyway. Bad day for blogger to be off for me. All of the blogs I follow on google reader that are blogger blogs are messed up too.
So. I went and had an ultrasound yesterday, fully prepared and expecting to see a dead baby. I had even tentatively scheduled a D&C for before my OB went off call. And ...lo and behold. The baby is alive. And relatively huge! Like ...2 cm crown to rump length from 0.18 cm 2 weeks ago. Heart rate 165. Measuring on track.
And I have a fairly large subchorionic hemorrhage. Which I know close to nothing about. I came home and read about them for a while, got duly freaked out, and quit reading. I'm taking it easy and that's about it for now. There's been no additional blood.
I'm taking it one day at a time. Trying not to anticipate. Trying to remember to breathe. Slowly.